Boundless Bliss

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Something emerged from the darkness
And I, realised
It was
-I

A nascent rendering
Hitherto un-ventured,
Terrain
Smelling fresh like Wet grass
Kissed by yesterday’s Dew from Her
- secret adventures

The Earth comes alive
she comes a-Light
at Night
I watch the Mud quiver at the touch of-
Heaven’s Rain
The Earth opens up for Sky to enter Her,
Inner domains

I smell the Wet rain
on my lips as they open apart
Ever so slightly
and my eyes close to the
overwhelming sensation that engulfs me,
of naked embrace
By that which is Beyond,
material interface

I reach the edges of the periphery
And the peripheries of the edges of my, sensory awareness
I feel the corners of you
and where my curves and crevices
brush against you, and
all that You are,
and
It feels;
Like a painter’s stroke on blank canvas-
Art on bare skin
The white fills slowly in hues of blush pink

And I am
at once and ever so softly, a rush
of cataclysm and epiphany,
As wave upon wave of rapture washes over me
Each one a baptism of ecstasy

I do not know what the feeling is
when I feel this
but I do know when I do
You are near

and this

Beating heart enclosed in pounding flesh reaches out from its illusory mesh
And finds itself out as not one with itself but with all that is

And finds You
and Me
And More,
of this…

..Boundless Bliss


Roshini Suha Cath

R E P R I E V E

I took my, Clothes off
From the Hooks on your Body
And I let them fall to the floor
A Whole bunch of them

And I fell on top of them and into
The middle of them
And got lost in the depths
Of their Folds

And I cried and I cried and I cried
And I wrapped them all around me
And I held them in my arms
In my open, empty arms

And I hugged them tight
And I wept
And I wept and I wept
And I Baptised them

In Fire and Holy Water
And in Tears
And I cried and I cried and I cried
As I Held them in my open, empty, bruised and bleeding arms

My Ink Blue Pastel Blue
Teal shaded Powder Blue
Smoky hued Peacock Blue
Baby Blue tragedy Clothes

That were mine to begin with
From time immemorial
And I had given them away
I had given you away
Though You were mine to begin with

And I had placed You on the hooks of Someone else’s Naked Body
And He carried You for me
And She carried You well

And They all fell,
Mirror after Mirror
breaking,
Spell after Spell

And I’m sad
But I’m mine now
And I cry and I cry and I cry
And I weep

As I baptise myself in Salt Water
And Fire, and Tears
And Holy Water from Persephone’s springs in the Underworld

And I hold my clothes all over me
And I wimper,
I moan,
And I weep.

Somewhere in the Folds
New life from Death
Is
Bursting at the seams.

.

.

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Passionate Love

Compassion – like the flowers blooming fresh from the cold earth after winter, every time, every spring 💚

I’m all for, passionate love
In fact I’m a fan
of all things Passion
P with a capital R for the colour Red,
It’s always, in fashion

Like my lipstick
And me heart songs
And my blood as it bleeds over
when I feel love and all my scars open-from the expansion, caused by, passion.

But lately I have been feeling like
Another kind of passion (person?)

A morning kiss and evening walk as we walk our dog in the park and watch the sunset kind of, passion

And I’ll do the dishes for you this whole week cause I can see you’re stressed kind of, passion

And I’ll, come back home and tell you
how my day went and you can tell me too
as we sink into each other and watch
the world collapse on the telly kind of, passion

Yesterday’s pizza heated from the fridge seems warm enough for me when I’m deeply nestled in your quiet embrace.
That kind of, passion…

I can do with some, (Com)passion.

Do you feel me?
I’m all for passion in love
But I wanna make it something more
Something deeper,
Are you with me?
Like the trees have for the ground below and sky above and air around them-

Compassionate love,
do you feel me?

I’m human, and I can’t be, perfect
Not once, not anytime of any day,
I refuse to be, or try to be, perfect
I’m just not,
I have a feeling we all just want,

Compassion.

If you’ve been looking long, then stop-looking for.
And start,
looking with-
Compassion.

I once heard my Grandma say,
It’s not black or white, it’s both,
It’s the Middle way,
It’s both sweet and sour,
It’s the lost Holy grail -
The art of, Compassion,
the kind of passion that lasts forever,
and a day.

Roshini Suha Cath

Wonderland

I once was surprised 
to learn that there were
flowers in such a colour

I once was surprised
to learn that there could be
dew drops in such shape and number

I once was surprised to discover your smile
Hidden between and betwixt the twilight
I never was the same again,
ephemerally changed again,
Initiated,
On a path dark as night.

I once met a man who walked down the road
With horns on his head and a ragged down soul
He had claws for teeth,
He clawed his way down
Into my soul.

Alice in wonderland
Alice in wodnerland
Alice in wonderland
Spinning around
Deep under ground
Deep under down
Spinning around

Hearts shake, the Earth quakes
Murder, and a blood red sky
Thunder and lightning
Terrifying,
You’re terrifying
You.

Stop.
Don’t stop.
Stop Me.
Stop.

Don’t patronise me
You paralyse me
From the inside out

Yellow flowers , purple lovers
Skies as blue as broken hearts.
Ruined Towers, shattered Mirrors,
Unfurling skeletons of all shapes and size.

You can’t un-see it
Once you’ve seen it
Wonderland’s secret side

The beast is awoken
Will you slay the dragon?
It’s the only way to the other side
Lest you linger, lest you wander
Lest you eat of the fruit on the way to the topside

Don’t linger longer
It’s getting darker
Down here in Neverland

Don’t look back on the way out of here
Steady the trembling of your hand
That’s the law of Neverland

I wish you courage
I wish you strength
I wish you breach the gates
I wish you never forget to remember
What we gleamed in the twilight shade
The battles raged and wars wept
The charms and spells
And beasts and hells
The treasure we retrieved from underworld’s end
The sights, sounds, shapes and sizes.

I wish you never forget to remember
the way back to Wonderland.